Who Should I Choose

I have two good men in my corner
Both have their good points and both have their bad
One says I love you boo
The other says I love you too
One says I will never lie
The other says baby with out you I will die
One says baby I will never break your heart
The other says baby can we have a fresh start
I look at you both and think of the times we have had
I look at one of you and sometimes I get intently mad
One takes me for a joke and one takes me serious
I think about the times I've had and I sometimes get furious
To be in love with two men at one time
Knowing one of you dropped me like a dime
To roll over and see you laying next to me
I have that sense that everything is goin to be alright
You are both there for me when I need you
But I can't live my life being pulled between the two
The one I want has to want me
The one I need has to be able to see
me for who I am not not try to change me
Looking at things sometimes I am crazy and confused
But at the end of the day I know Who I shuld Choose

The new neighbors

I finally got to meet my new neighbors and they seem to be a nice couple. They are both in their mid 30's and not that bad looking of a couple. He is tall and built and she is around 5'5 but she's not small she is thick for he height. One day I was making coffee and I heard this noise so me being me I went to my window and what did I see. I saw my neighbors fucking in their living room. Now usually I would of pulled my shade down and went back to my normal routine but it was something about them that wouldn't let me. The next thing I knew I was on my sofa playing with my pussy and thinking about being over their with my neighbors. She was loud and I could hear her crying out and moaning his name..."Thomas don't stop ohhh God please don't stop." I wanted to be right in the middle of all that, I wanted his name to come from my mouth. I wanted both of them to taste my wet juicy pussy. I know how to please a man I just don't have one right now, but I have always wanted to test my skills in pleasing a couple both man and women. So I put my plan i place.

The next couple of weeks I watched my neighbors have morning sex in their living room and I finally got up the courage to ask them over for dinner. I knew by me and her being the same size he would like my outfit I had own. The only difference was my ass and titties were bigger then hers. I put my dress on with no panties making sure my nipples stayed hard in this dress I turned the AC on high. I wanted them both to see my juicy nipples in my dress and watch my fat ass jiggle as  walked. The door bell rang but before I opened the door I oped my window so they would be able to see I have a front eye view into their living room. When I opened the door to my surprise Thomas and his wife had brought his brother Marcus with them. Now don't get me wrong Marcus was fine as hell but it through me off just for a minute. I got myself together and played the game. As I was serving dinner I could feel Marcus steering at me and he wasn't just steering at me he was undressing me with those eyes of his. I said oh shit he wants it and he wants it bad. As dinner was coming to an end I went into the kitchen to start cleaning up and Marcus followed me, standing behind me whispering in my ear, "I know you don't have on any panties" right after he said that I felt this strong hand reach under my dress and start rubbing my pussy. I almost dropped a dish in the sink, I couldn't even say no. All I could think about was how good it felt with his fingers inside my wet pussy,and his other hand under my throat pulling be back towards him. I had forgot all about his brother and his wife, I landed over the sink hoping he would fuck me right their but he just slapped my ass and said lets go chill with them. As I walked into my living room I could tell Thomas was playing with her pussy, because her eyes were in the back other head and she was not paying attention to anything. Myself and Marcus sat on the love seat across from Thomas and  Carrie realizing these two were playing around made me want to play around with Marcus.
I got on my knees and leaned over grabed Marcus dick and slid my mouth from the top to the bottom. He grabbed the back of my head and let out a loud moan. Oh SHIT HE SAID.....As my mouth was going up and down on his hard dick I felt this strange feeling go through my whole body. It was a feeling I couldn't describe. I turned around and saw Carrie eating my pussy from the back and Thomas fucking her from the back. OH SHIT I get all I want plus a extra dick. This is what I wanted from the start and adding Marcus was a bonus, a cherry on top of the ice cream. I climbed on top of Marcus sliding his hard dick inside my tight awaiting pussy. I was riding him backwards so Carrie nd I could both suck his dick at the same time.Oh shit this was blowing my mind, all I could think was is this shit real or am I dreaming. It was time for me to see what Thomas felt like, and see what she tasted like. I have been wondering for weeks what's the deal with all the screaming and I found out. This man's dick flet like he was hitting the top of my stomach. Oh shit and she tasted so good, I could tell I knew what I was doing because she couldn't keep still and Marcus had his dick in her mouth. This ween on for hours and we all passed out in my king sized bed. Moaning came and it was on again. All I can say is th rest of the year was awesome, having couple sex is something everyone should try. Marcus and myself are a couple now and we still enjoy couple sex. It's something to spice up your relationship and keeps both you and him happy.

Signed New and Improved...

Why women get caught between two men

Women are the real players in this whole game called relationships. Men only play women because certain women aren't paying attention to their mates and heir surroundings. Every women could have two men and neither man know about each other or the side man knows the truth. But ladies only tell your side man the whole story if you think he can handle the truth, you don't want his ass going postal and blowing your spot up. Women get caught up when they start making the side man the main man. You can't just make the side man the main man in a day or two it takes a wile you have to make sure all your feelings are gone for the main man first. If no you will be caught between two men. Ladies we have all been their caught between two men and not wanting to hurt no ones feelings. But when you play the game of having a man and a side man someones feelings are bound to get hurt and it could be your feelings. Both men could say the hell with it and you are left looking dumb, but that's the price you pay when you play the game.

I have noticed a lot of women say they have male friends instead of saying I have a man that I just sleep with. I am guilty of saying that also but that friendship could turn into something that neither one of you could imagine. The next thing you know both of you are saying I love you and looking at each other like you are crazy. Just wondering how in the hell did we get here. Ladies the main problem we all have is sleeping with our mail friends. Once you sleep with them the friendship can never be the same.You will be jealous if he gets a women and he will be jealous if you get a man. But neither one of you can say lets be together because you have told yourselves it would never work.

Then we have the main man that's either in your life or coming back into your life and you don't know what to do. My advice would be listen to your heart and you mind. Don't listen to friends who's relationships are jacked up, if they can't keep their own shit together they can't help yours. You have to think about who loves you more, who's going to be their for you and yours, and who has your heart and best interest at heart. That will clearly tell you which man you should be with and which one should remain a friend.

SIGNED Confussion

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Authors Statement

Hey everyone I hope you guys are having fun reading my stories and 411 articles. I haven't been writing personal blogs because I just needed a break. I have not been doing well at all but I have been keeping a smile on my face just to fake the front. But I said I would never be fake and I am not about to start. It’s been over a month and my truck is still in the shop, I hate where I stay at and my personal life is crazy. I am not typing this to get any reactions I am just typing this to get some of this stress off my mind. I don't care who reads this. If my kid’s fathers read it you will know that I personal say all of you can GO TO HELL. I don't care what you guys say or think about what I write on my blog for real neither one of you have been there for your kids so all of you can kiss my ass. To think I only moved back up here so these sorry men could spend time with their kids. Shame they see them what 1-4 times a year. One has kids that don't know he got other kids, one sits on the phone and lies, and the other just don’t do shit but pay child support. Well all of you ant worth the spit to cuss you and you guys are nothing to me but a check in the mail. You guys don't support your kids emotionally only financially. I am letting it be known that my next move will be because of me and no one else will be thought of in that equation. Time for me to depend on myself. It’s crazy I have given so much to family, men, and friends but I haven't given myself anything. That's changing from this point on. I am putting it out there if you are not helping me when I am down and out DO NOT CALL ME WHEN MY CAREER TAKES OFF YOU WILL BE WASTING YOUR DAMN TIME....that goes for friends, family etc.

I am no longer going to think about other people and their feelings when it comes to my life decisions because no one thinks about me. I am not asking for anyone reading this to pity me or feel sorry for me because I don’t. Life lesson is all it is. It’s crazy how people claim to care about me and my kids but certain people don't give damn if we starve in here. But me being the nice person I am always looking out to make sure others are good. FUCK OTHER PEOPLE...In this game it’s me and mines call me selfish but I don’t give shit. Fella’s child support will be increasing in the next couple of months so look forward to that. You can't pay for other shit get a second job or keep your shit in your pants and don’t make any more kids. I don't care if you can’t afford bus fair walk. These selfish basterdes don’t do shit but lie to my kids, see how much you lie to them when we leave Maryland. Deuces.

SIGNED A PISSED OFF AUTHOR

My Wedding Day

August 11, 2011 this day is the most beautiful day in my life. I stand here getting ready to marry the one man I love. This man is all I have been wanting for plus more. I can trust him, I can love him, and I can be completely honest with him. I look into the mirror as I get ready, I hear guest coming down the hall way on their way to the wedding. I look at myself and say wow I cannot believe I am here. This is really happening and in less than 30 minutes I am going to have another man’s last name. No longer will I be single, no longer will I be dating, and no longer will I be the single chick in the club.


As the time grows closer and closer I feel like I need some air, so I leave the bridal suite to get a drink and some air. As I am leaving I hear a faint sound in the distance, of course I go to see and what do I see? I see my soon to be husband having hot sex with his ex-girlfriend. I didn't know what to do so I just started crying and ran back to my room before either one of them could see me. I sat in the room crying my eyes out mad as hell, thinking about all the money, blood, sweat, and tears I have put into this relationship and this perfect wedding. I thought to myself I can do better and I am leaving. As I was taking this dress off and getting ready to leave, my man's best man walked in the room to check on me. He could tell something was wrong with me but he chalked it up as last minute wedding jitters. He looked at me and I looked at him, like I had never looked at him before. Maybe it was the pain and embarrassment that made this man so desirable or maybe I was just trying to get back at my man by fucking his best man before I walked down this aisle.

David could feel that I was looking at him in a way I had never looked at him before. I had 15 minutes before I was going to be Mrs. Robertson, so it was time to get down and dirty. I locked the door and David looked at me as if he didn't know what was going on. As I dropped to my knees taking all this man’s dick inside of my mouth oh shit he tasted so good and he didn't stop me. He pushed all the things on the table to the floor and placed my ass on this table. He looked me in my eyes and asked me if I was sure I wanted this, and before I could answer he had buried his head between my legs tasting my pussy like it was his last meal. At that time I knew it was wrong but hell I didn't give a shit. With David’s hand over my mouth it made the sex more intense and I didn't want to stop. He pushed his big juicy dick inside my tight wet pussy, and fucked me until I came all over him. I haven't been fucked that good in a very long time. My man is one of those get in it and pound brothers, he's usually done in 10 minutes and ready to go to sleep.

Time got past us and my phone was ringing because I was ten minutes late. Shit I said "Damn I don’t want you to stop"....he looked at me pushed my face into the pillow and said "Fuck them we get there when we get there." Oh my God it felt so damn good to fuck my frustrations away and now I was back in a damn good mode. David asked me if I was still getting married, and I told him of course all that your boy doesn’t know won’t kill him. I did finally get down the aisle and married the man I love. He did me wrong the day of our wedding and I have been getting my revenge every since. Well time for me to go meet David and get my back blown out “LIKE I SAID WHAT HE DON’T KNOW WONT KILL HIM” I know you guys are saying I should tell him I saw him and be honest about all I am doing now but why tell something you getting away with. I am a very smart lady, I ran away from the room that night but not before I snapped a couple of shots. So when he finds out about me and his friend, I got the bomb to drop on him also. Always staying one step ahead.

SIGNED A VENGEFUL WIFE

Rules of the game called SEX

Rules: Like any game two people play their is a winner and a loser, hell sometimes its even a tie. But in the game of sex their is only one winner and one worn out loser. To play the game you must be physically fit and ready to through down. No holds bar, anything goes, and falls count anywhere. Playing this game you must know all the tricks, all the moves. You get scored on level of difficulty, and creativeness. You can play this game with one other other or with multiple players how ever you see fit to play the game. Each player can bring props into the sexual game. Vibrators, sex pillows, oils, sexy clothes, etc....whatever you may need to get the upper hand. Sex is a big part of a relationship and if someone tells you it's not they are lying, or they are a virgin. The game can be interrupted by pirates. Pirates are people who steal what you got, and leave you with nothing to show for it. In order to fight these Pirates you must fuck your girl or your man to the point of no return. Fuck your partner so damn good they wont even think about another person. If you are not fucking your partner Pirates will take your dick or your pussy right away from you and by time you realize what happened its two late.

There are different levels to this game you have one night stand, you have regulars, and life time partners. Regular and life time are the ones who needs to watch out for the Pirates, one night stand just protect yourself no ones judging you and if they are tell them to go to hell it's not like they never had one before.

The biggest rule of the game is to LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN....I can't stress that enough. Listen to who you are with and look at that persons body language. Fellas you can tell if you women is faking it but you guys don't ever pay attention that's why we've gotten away with it for so long. She can be moaning and screaming like you killing her, but if her body not shaking and moving you need to look into that. Fellas and Ladies its more then 3-5 sexual positions out their. Get you a book and look up some new shit to bring to your bedroom, don't be ashamed of what you do, who's going to know if you keep it between you and him. (Advice from author: Every time I get ready to have sex I do something new, weather its a new position, or a new outfit, and the man I got ant going anywhere..) Ladies be confidant about yours, weather your big, small, big ass, little ass, big titties, little titties who gives a damn. Work with what God gave you and he wont go anywhere. That goes for the fellas to. I didn't forget about you guys not at all..

 Fellas: Fellas don't brag on your dick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I don't care how big it is this is 2012 let it speak for itself. Don't brag on your pussy eating skills, let it speak for itself. Guys only send pics of your dick to a women you are trying to be with for the long run. Pictures will end up on some website with your shit photo shopped looking like you got more balls then dick. Guys if your girl don't want to try a new position then you try the new position. Get your game plan right before you step into the game.

Foreplay: Foreplay is a form of sexual activities to get you and your partner in the mood. Foreplay can be done in various different ways. You can do together in the bed or wherever you decide to have sex. Or you can  play over text message, Tango, Skype, etc. FYI...Before you guys think I am slut I have one man I am with..so I am just blogging some tips to keep your man home. I used to be one of the Pirates so you are getting some first hand info here. Dress up is a part of foreplay, put on a sexy wig and outfit on and pretend to be someone else. I have noticed a lot of men love to be dominated, told what to do. Work with that ladies and I am telling you he will fall in love. It might be strange for him at first but he will get used to calling you mistress, and you spanking him.

Final Instruction: Make the game FUN...sex shouldn't be work. If you are not having fun then don't waste your time life is to short and having a boring sex life along with everything else in the world is outrageous.

SIGNED: LETS PLAY THE GAME