Saturday, July 14, 2012

Who Should I Choose

I have two good men in my corner
Both have their good points and both have their bad
One says I love you boo
The other says I love you too
One says I will never lie
The other says baby with out you I will die
One says baby I will never break your heart
The other says baby can we have a fresh start
I look at you both and think of the times we have had
I look at one of you and sometimes I get intently mad
One takes me for a joke and one takes me serious
I think about the times I've had and I sometimes get furious
To be in love with two men at one time
Knowing one of you dropped me like a dime
To roll over and see you laying next to me
I have that sense that everything is goin to be alright
You are both there for me when I need you
But I can't live my life being pulled between the two
The one I want has to want me
The one I need has to be able to see
me for who I am not not try to change me
Looking at things sometimes I am crazy and confused
But at the end of the day I know Who I shuld Choose

Saturday, July 7, 2012

The new neighbors

I finally got to meet my new neighbors and they seem to be a nice couple. They are both in their mid 30's and not that bad looking of a couple. He is tall and built and she is around 5'5 but she's not small she is thick for he height. One day I was making coffee and I heard this noise so me being me I went to my window and what did I see. I saw my neighbors fucking in their living room. Now usually I would of pulled my shade down and went back to my normal routine but it was something about them that wouldn't let me. The next thing I knew I was on my sofa playing with my pussy and thinking about being over their with my neighbors. She was loud and I could hear her crying out and moaning his name..."Thomas don't stop ohhh God please don't stop." I wanted to be right in the middle of all that, I wanted his name to come from my mouth. I wanted both of them to taste my wet juicy pussy. I know how to please a man I just don't have one right now, but I have always wanted to test my skills in pleasing a couple both man and women. So I put my plan i place.

The next couple of weeks I watched my neighbors have morning sex in their living room and I finally got up the courage to ask them over for dinner. I knew by me and her being the same size he would like my outfit I had own. The only difference was my ass and titties were bigger then hers. I put my dress on with no panties making sure my nipples stayed hard in this dress I turned the AC on high. I wanted them both to see my juicy nipples in my dress and watch my fat ass jiggle as  walked. The door bell rang but before I opened the door I oped my window so they would be able to see I have a front eye view into their living room. When I opened the door to my surprise Thomas and his wife had brought his brother Marcus with them. Now don't get me wrong Marcus was fine as hell but it through me off just for a minute. I got myself together and played the game. As I was serving dinner I could feel Marcus steering at me and he wasn't just steering at me he was undressing me with those eyes of his. I said oh shit he wants it and he wants it bad. As dinner was coming to an end I went into the kitchen to start cleaning up and Marcus followed me, standing behind me whispering in my ear, "I know you don't have on any panties" right after he said that I felt this strong hand reach under my dress and start rubbing my pussy. I almost dropped a dish in the sink, I couldn't even say no. All I could think about was how good it felt with his fingers inside my wet pussy,and his other hand under my throat pulling be back towards him. I had forgot all about his brother and his wife, I landed over the sink hoping he would fuck me right their but he just slapped my ass and said lets go chill with them. As I walked into my living room I could tell Thomas was playing with her pussy, because her eyes were in the back other head and she was not paying attention to anything. Myself and Marcus sat on the love seat across from Thomas and  Carrie realizing these two were playing around made me want to play around with Marcus.
I got on my knees and leaned over grabed Marcus dick and slid my mouth from the top to the bottom. He grabbed the back of my head and let out a loud moan. Oh SHIT HE SAID.....As my mouth was going up and down on his hard dick I felt this strange feeling go through my whole body. It was a feeling I couldn't describe. I turned around and saw Carrie eating my pussy from the back and Thomas fucking her from the back. OH SHIT I get all I want plus a extra dick. This is what I wanted from the start and adding Marcus was a bonus, a cherry on top of the ice cream. I climbed on top of Marcus sliding his hard dick inside my tight awaiting pussy. I was riding him backwards so Carrie nd I could both suck his dick at the same time.Oh shit this was blowing my mind, all I could think was is this shit real or am I dreaming. It was time for me to see what Thomas felt like, and see what she tasted like. I have been wondering for weeks what's the deal with all the screaming and I found out. This man's dick flet like he was hitting the top of my stomach. Oh shit and she tasted so good, I could tell I knew what I was doing because she couldn't keep still and Marcus had his dick in her mouth. This ween on for hours and we all passed out in my king sized bed. Moaning came and it was on again. All I can say is th rest of the year was awesome, having couple sex is something everyone should try. Marcus and myself are a couple now and we still enjoy couple sex. It's something to spice up your relationship and keeps both you and him happy.

Signed New and Improved...

Friday, July 6, 2012

Why women get caught between two men

Women are the real players in this whole game called relationships. Men only play women because certain women aren't paying attention to their mates and heir surroundings. Every women could have two men and neither man know about each other or the side man knows the truth. But ladies only tell your side man the whole story if you think he can handle the truth, you don't want his ass going postal and blowing your spot up. Women get caught up when they start making the side man the main man. You can't just make the side man the main man in a day or two it takes a wile you have to make sure all your feelings are gone for the main man first. If no you will be caught between two men. Ladies we have all been their caught between two men and not wanting to hurt no ones feelings. But when you play the game of having a man and a side man someones feelings are bound to get hurt and it could be your feelings. Both men could say the hell with it and you are left looking dumb, but that's the price you pay when you play the game.

I have noticed a lot of women say they have male friends instead of saying I have a man that I just sleep with. I am guilty of saying that also but that friendship could turn into something that neither one of you could imagine. The next thing you know both of you are saying I love you and looking at each other like you are crazy. Just wondering how in the hell did we get here. Ladies the main problem we all have is sleeping with our mail friends. Once you sleep with them the friendship can never be the same.You will be jealous if he gets a women and he will be jealous if you get a man. But neither one of you can say lets be together because you have told yourselves it would never work.

Then we have the main man that's either in your life or coming back into your life and you don't know what to do. My advice would be listen to your heart and you mind. Don't listen to friends who's relationships are jacked up, if they can't keep their own shit together they can't help yours. You have to think about who loves you more, who's going to be their for you and yours, and who has your heart and best interest at heart. That will clearly tell you which man you should be with and which one should remain a friend.

SIGNED Confussion

Sunday, July 1, 2012

My latest reading

The Chariot
Card 1 (The Chariot) : How you feel about yourself now »
You feel everything is a constant battle at the moment, but persevere and you will triumph in the end. Expect some good news that will help you to keep going until you achieve your goals. This is a time of movement and change and of conflicts ending in victory. You may well consider a journey that relates to work or go for that new car you've been looking at.
The Fool
Card 2 (The Fool) : What you most want at this moment »
This is your Personal Court Card ( - what's this? - )
The cards suggest that what you most want at this time is just to be happy, and you are searching for the one thing that will bring happiness. You want a new start but feel unsure of what you want or where you want to go. Romantically you have mixed feelings regarding another - part of you wants to enter the relationship wholeheartedly, part of you wants to hold back. So if you are in a relationship that empowers you, stay, if not it is time to move on.
Death
Card 3 (Death) : Your fears »
You are afraid of experiencing turbulent and catastrophic change, as we all are, yet challenging such transformation in our lives helps create brand new opportunities. If you are experiencing or have just experienced losing a job, a bereavement, divorce or the end of a relationship, these changes will allow brand new opportunities into your life.
Judgement
Card 4 (Judgement) : What is going for you »
Brand new potential, an opportunity which once given must not be ignored, a new project, decision or relationship that could affect the rest of your life. You will enjoy success and enjoyment for past efforts, events will pick up a pace and the outcome will be quicker than expected.
The Lovers
Card 5 (The Lovers) : What is going against you »
Are you suffering in silence in an unhappy relationship or feeling very lonely? Do you have the courage to make the decision you really know you should make? You have a great sense of duty but are you happy? A difficult decision has to be made - have courage and you will achieve emotional happiness.
Strength
Card 6 (Strength) : Outcome »
Courage and self-belief is what you need to succeed. You may already feel overflowing with this, and if so there's no doubt you will achieve what you want with your career, finances and love life. If you are feeling negative, look inward for that strength and courage, you know you are capable of having self-belief and you'll reap great rewards.


This reading really helped me with certain decisions I am strgglng wth.