The week

This past weekend was crazy. My kids were gone for a whole week and time is going by so fast. This past weekend was to much. I went over my cousins went to see my other Aunt in the hospital then went and hung out with someone who wants to be the man in my life. Now this man is the sweetest man ever. We so much fun until me him my bestie and his boy started drinking. Its clear this man cant drink. I am not going to go into details about the time we spent together but he has potential to be that one. When we were together it was so peaceful. He wants to make this work but he knows i have stipulations. I can say one thing this man shows me what I need and what I want out of a relationship. He is strong and not a push over it feels funny to be with someone other then Dre but he knows how I feel about him and that our relationship is an ever lasting one. This past week I also got some bad news I lost another aunt. She has been fighting for years now and God just took her home. It's been a bad couple of weeks in my family but we are making it through. I realized some things about myself this past week and somethings about others in my life. I feel great about my decision to start this new relationship, no lies, no drama, and no bullshit. Spending the past 4 days with him I got to know more about him and I am ready to find out much more. The question is will my feelings for Dre cloud my judgement. I am not going to lie I love Dre but i wanted more and he just wasn't ready for that. Like he says "If your not taking a shit get off the pot". I am sit back and enjoy my time with my new man and still know that Dre is there for me through thick and thin just as I am there for him. We are thick as thieves, but I want more.