Been so busy

Hey everyone I have been so busy I haven't had time blog or chill. I had a business meeting today that went pretty well so now I am studying for a text next week and I am going to sit back and chill for the night. It has been pretty good on my end no drama or anything spit being called a job everything has been good. Tomorrow I have a 10:00am meeting with a law firm, and I am supposed to get my hair done after that meeting. I got my truck serviced the other day and it cost me more money then I was planning to put out. So nothing much has been happening, I am healthy my sister is doing  good and the kids are good. I have a lot to think about though as far as my relationships go so I will keep everyone posted on that. Well Don't forget to push your clock up 1 hour on Sunday. TTYL

Good AM

Hey everyone hope everyone had a good weekend I had a blast down home with my family. Man I came home yesterday and had a talk with an old friend. It was crazy to see how things have changed and how this person finally sees they have surrounded themselves with fake ass people. I am telling you fake people and roaches they wont ever go anywhere. We had a good talk and it wasn't like it used to be we actually talked like normal friends. I am not even going to lie I talked to my X yesterday and even though he doesn't have my number it didn't really matter. Before I went to bed we talked about how everyone was in our business and we let certain things come between us which was true. When he told me he loved the other women I found that to be shocking and totally funny. I just wanted to see how long it was going to be before she played him and left him. Which we all saw coming. It's funny how she was telling him "Wow you back talking to her you just don't learn." But she played him man I am telling you they two peas in a pod. We all said what women you know going let you call her a jump off then all of a sudden take her back with no fuss. Yea right. But like they say you live and learn. Hell I can't see myself personally insisting a man write about me. Hell if he don't do it own his own then its not from the heart, it's only because the women kept going on and on and on about it. Well I guess those 2 years I thought I was in a relationship was no comparison to these past couple of months. Some people have to go through the fire before they realize how hot it is. Like they say you never know what you had until you lose it. I just sit back and crack up because I knew when I would write something it was always write this or write that to make me feel some kind of way. The smell, the weight loss, the trip I am going on, etc. Once again if it didn't come from that persons heart or that persons brain then it was never true. It was just something to try and get under my skin. But like I been saying I don't care and hey I got what I wanted and still getting what I want whenever where ever however. At the end of the day I am the HBIC...because at the end of the day people are on my blog trying to be me.  PEACE TTYL

P.S. LIKE MARTIN SAYS RUN AND TELL THAT...I AM RIDING THIS SHIT UNTIL THE WHEELS FALL OFF

Last night/this morning

Hey everyone I wrote in my previous blog about how nice it was to fall asleep in his arms during the storm and how we did what we did at 4 am. Well I have been instructed to tell the whole truth. I didn't lie about anything in my previous blog I just left out some things and I received a text this morning saying I left out some information. Well I left the information out because I felt certain things should remain private. Like being engaged or telling someone you are having their kid, that's a private things. But I will put it out there our relationship has hit the next level as far as our sex lives go everything is perfect. Everything is better then its ever been. He wants me to post about him making me leave a big wet spot on the bed this morning, it was so big we had to sleep on top a towel. Then maybe 2-3 hours later he was right back at it again spooning. LOL. I am give him a break tonight because I am going out of town. But I will be back Sunday and we all know where he's going to be. Hey bees always find that sweet spot right. I should make you come over here and wash my sheets LOL it's all his fault they are messed up I told him to STOP but you think he would Hell NO. But let me get my self out of here....TTYL

Good Am

Hey everyone good morning I hope everyone is going to enjoy their Saturday. It's raining here like it has been for the past couple of days but you know what they say April showers brings May flowers which is funny because it's only March and it's been raining its ass off. But oh well. Last night it was storming and it was so peaceful, we curled up and fell asleep in each others arms during the storm I know you thought I was going to say we got it in during the storm naw that didn't happen until around 4am. I like them early in the morning wake and bakes. I know he's going to crack up when I write this: Ladies when you have kids that get up early in the morning say around 7:30 and you and your man are handling the business and the kids are knocking on the door messing things up. I am tell you send your kids down stairs to eat and tell him if he don't finish it you will finish it yourself and see how fast your man strips back down to nothing. I am telling you he was naked before I could roll over to reach under my bed and handle my business. LOL Hey but I can't complain he had me saying "The business is handled." Man it's going to be so hard to stop this relationship when it comes time to go back being mutual friends. When he gets a girl its going to be a bit hard not seeing him every day or every other day. But hey got to remember the good times right. Well time for me to get them ready to head down to my moms I have to get my oil changed first so I am do that then I am hit the road. TTYL

hey peoples

Today was a great day I made some real things happen today. Hopefully I will have a new client next Wednesday and make me about 4,000 in commission. The life of having your own business is the best I am telling you controlling your own money is where it's at. I am sitting up here sipping on some Henn Black and Coke chilling watching TV. I am in chill mode and tomorrow I will taking the kids down the shore. I am going out tomorrow as soon as they hit the bed I am out. I have made me some goals at my job. I plan on being eligible to go to Arizona for New Years staying in the 4 season with a guest and bring in the New Years with people who are in the same business as myself sounds so great. I was a bit worried about taking this risk and going into business for myself but hey life is full of risk, you never take them you never know if you can make them work. I am going to put all I have in making this business work. All my blood sweat and tears will go into this company. I can't wait to see what its' going to be like this time next year. Who knows where I can go with this, but I am taking it and running with it. Well time to get back to my drink and my relax time. I see somebody has been googling me hey I hope you enjoyed what you read and leave me a comment. I always answer them well everyone have a great safe weekend. TTYL

Today

Today 10 years ago God gave me the most precious gift ever, he gave me my special big boy can't say little man anymore he's 10 now. Happy Birthday Deiontae mommy loves you so much. I had to put that announcement out there. Well TGIF so happy today is Friday. Last night I was up watching old Maury episodes from the week. Me and him were cracking up at these crazy ass people. This one man said I took care of my daughter when she wasn't mines and I been taking care of her since she's been mines. WTH does that mean LOL I am telling you it was off the chain. I tested Dre's loyalty to me last night and told him something that I have been wanting to do now for a little while. I didn't know how he would react but he was ok with it. So we are going to get that up- and going soon very soon. Last night was so peaceful I love it when I am being held throughout the night, makes me feel safe and wanted. I sleep a lot sounder when he is in the bed with me and I can feel his body heat next to me. Call me crazy but it feels good to have someone you know is there for you and only you and you don't have to question that loyalty. I used to have that in my last relationship but we all saw how that played out. Although me and my X have talked a couple times this week I didn't want him to get the wrong impression. I don't want him thinking that everything is back the way it used to be when it clearly isn't. I am not going down that road again, any conversation with him will be few between and as friends. Man I get a full nights sleep and I am still tired as hell. This makes no since at all, well let me get up and get ready for work TTYL.

Good AM

Good morning everyone today is my on the road day. I will not be in the office today. I will be on the road going from place to place today. My partner asked me to map quest some address I was like no thats' what GPS is for. I remember the last time I used map quest to find a location. I was going to Georgia and map quest had us all the way in Florida. That was a funny trip, at that time I didn't have a GPS well I had my phone but I didn't have a phone charger so we kept having to pull over to different places to charge the phone it was fun though. But never again will I drive somewhere using map quest and a mans direction, with these you are bound to get lost every time. LOL Last night I was up on the phone cracking up with a girlfriend of mines we were talking about old times and just messing around. Now I am tired and I want to hit the bed but I have to go out DC today. I am upset with my toe still being broke it sucks I can't wear my heels and I love my shoes. It was something when I was in GA I had on heels and the roads were dirt I was like OMG where am I at. I liked it down there though you could get a 5th of grey goose for for half of what you pay for it here. I was like wow let me get 2. Everything was cheap down there I couldn't believe it. I've had some other fun road trips but it seemed like it took forever to get to GA.
 I got invited to another bridal show but go figure I am not getting married any more. But I might still go these shows are something you get free alochol and food, along with door prizes and meet some great vendors who do more then weddings so I still might go out there to see certain vendors. Well I got to get my butt up..TTYL Keep reading